Fibroids Unveiled: My Journey to Healing From Every Angle

On Tuesday, the 20th of July, I had a scan, and I received a diagnosis that I have fibroids, which are non-cancerous tumors. I discovered I have one that's a massive 14cm in size, along with two others measuring 6.5cm and 5.5cm, respectively. As a result, my stomach appears as if I'm five months pregnant. My doctor recommended surgical removal and a hysterectomy, which was shocking news as my fiancée and I were planning to start a family.

I felt overwhelmed by mixed emotions.

Despite this devasting news, I started looking into other options. The medical model suggested complete removal, while another option, embolization, would require consulting a specialist. Given the size of my largest fibroid, many were skeptical about this possibility, but I decided to investigate further.

At the same time, I did some research, changed my lifestyle and diet dramatically, and I began to delve into the spiritual and metaphysical interpretations of fibroids.

I thought there were many paradigms and lenses to explore myself, and so, as a holistic practitioner myself I journeyed into a deeper understanding.

I learned that every physical condition carries a more profound energetic significance. Fibroids are energetic blockages within the uterus, representing suppressed emotions, unresolved traumas, or unexpressed creative energy. They serve as physical indicators of areas in my life where energy has become stagnant or constricted.

Fibroids are caused by the stimulation of estrogen, particularly in women with estrogen dominance. During perimenopause, fibroids can grow rapidly and reach a significant size. The underlying energetic patterns that lead to fibroids are linked to the obstruction and stagnation of the energy in our second emotional center. According to Caroline Myss, Ph.D., fibroid tumors symbolize untapped creativity that has yet to be expressed. Additionally, fibroids may develop when we invest our life energy in unfulfilling jobs or relationships that no longer serve us. Conflicts related to creativity, reproduction, and relationships are commonly associated with fibroids.

Understanding the mind-body connection and its role in manifestation, I realized that my thoughts, beliefs, and emotions directly impact my physical health, contributing to conditions like fibroids. These fibroids are physical expressions of emotional or energetic imbalances that I have not acknowledged or released, often stemming from unprocessed grief, stress, or a disconnection from my authentic self.

As I see it, fibroids symbolise areas in my life where I have suppressed emotions or unresolved issues. They indicate a need for healing, self-nurturing, and the release of stagnant energy. In particular, fibroids in my womb space may signify unhealed wounds related to femininity, relationships, or creativity. By paying attention to these imbalances and exploring their deeper roots, I hope to embark on a journey of self-discovery, healing, and empowerment.

By embracing the spiritual interpretation of fibroids, I am expanding my perspective beyond the physical symptoms. I'm starting to recognise that my body is an intelligent vessel, reflecting my inner world and guiding me towards wholeness. This realisation invites me on a profound journey of self-exploration and inner healing. By nurturing harmony within myself, I believe I can transform imbalances into a state of well-being, aligning with the flow of life.

I see fibroids as presenting valuable lessons and opportunities for growth. They are guiding me towards areas in my life that require attention and healing and are encouraging me to explore my relationship with my body, emotions, and overall well-being. Some lessons I have learned from this include prioritising self-care, addressing unresolved emotional wounds, and practicing forgiveness.

To address the root causes, I am exploring techniques such as journaling, meditation, energy healing modalities, and seeking professional guidance. These techniques can facilitate self-reflection, emotional healing, and provide much-needed support on my journey towards holistic healing and empowerment.

Fibroids are more than just a physical condition for me - it's a call to delve into my emotional and spiritual realms, prompting me to heal and transform from within.